I’ve been writing again this past month and I’m sharing the fruits of that here. Enjoy!
The speed of sound
Between one beat and the next the music is flying –
so very fast and yet immensely still
and I feel like laughing and like crying
or just coasting on this magic carpet ride
as Edge’s mesmeric lead-and-rhythm fill
propels the juggernaut of U2’s “Pride”
or on the second 12 of the second solo
of “Crossroads” at the Fillmore as Slowhand is
abruptly airborne: a god-kindled flow
of countermelody to the blazing riff
comes leaping from the strat as fast as his
mind and fingers can move, and yet as if
this moment had existed all along,
a heart-impaling shard of eternity
suspended between breaths. Or again, the song
of french horns ecstatic in a rising quartet
forged of swooping arpeggios, the pity
of Schumann’s desperate bipolar fate
lost in that limitless arc. Maybe a touch
of genius-madness waits in each normal breast
for angel wings to dip by just so much
and snatch us eagle-high above the ground,
the lands below remote and pin-sharp, dressed
in soaring thermals of transcendent sound
The Gospel according to Thomas
“The kingdom of God is within you and all around you” – Gospel of Thomas, verse 3
Reality is many worlds
within my mind and many more
around me shared with quite certain
other beings – Leo Tolstoy writing works
nor I nor any other could in a thousand
years, warranting his life beyond
the solipsistic cosmos of my own, and thus
warranting so many other lives; the constant
surprise of your creative fecundity
telling me that you are exactly
as real to the wider world
as you are to me
Communication is relationship,
not ownership; flowing, not fixed;
touching, not deflecting. It is
how all worlds are one, all around us
and within us
and among us
and finally beyond us
Generational trauma
When you’re mayfly-close to the surface
of a stone-touched pond, each wave
is steep, high, overwhelming, sourced
from an abstract origin you place
far in the past, if ever; faced
with churn and eddy, you survive
in desperate leaps and darts, lunging
for a second’s safety, another gasp
of life. But imagine if instead
you lofted higher, senses ranging
over a wider perspective, read
as freely as if you could just grasp
a glimpse of some much deeper truth,
a pattern written out in rings
upon a deeper medium,
its depths still undisturbed. Your mouth
slackens an instant, reaching for some
familiar note as nature sings
its untold harmonies, not quite
beyond your ear’s reach, but altogether
unlike anything you’ve heard, even
in dreams; and at once the stark, bright
pain of generations is woven
into something changeable as the weather,
slapping the surface of your being,
stirring a squall of thought, yet leaving
your deeper, wiser self untouched,
placid in the current; not seeing
but intuiting a spiritual calm, latched
to peace, and granting space to grieve in